Monday 19 December 2011

The Dawn of Spring

Long, dark, winter months always remind me of C. S. Lewis' winter which covered Narnia, the snows, frost, ice and most of all, the absence of Christmas, being the curse of the wicked white witch.
I love snow.  Even the 3 months of snow I experienced in Göttingen last year were not quite enough to deter me.  Wintry landscapes, particularly those on fresh winter mornings, never cease to take my breath away.  However, there is something quite sad, even tragic about the swift pace at which the sun sets, the curtains are drawn and families retreat into their central-heating warmed homes.  Darkness brings a certain reality to the idyllic. 

We become almost hemmed in and shut up by the perpetual lack of light.  We long, at least to some degree or another, for the coming of sunshine, for Spring, for life and the freedom to leave our homes.  Personally, it is during the winter months that I think more about the realities of life.   For me, summer is always filled with activity.  It is a breath of fresh air, one of freedom to enjoy the air, sun, sea, grass and just life in general, where I freely avoid thinking about harsh realities.  Light and warmth bring a certain kind of freedom which I tend to enjoy and long for during the darkest of months.  In Winter, it sometimes feels like everything is simply decaying and dead.  Even the faintest of birdsong from the either hardy or 'home' birds is sort of bitter-sweet, a relief from the silent landscape yet also a memory of life which has, quite literally, flown away.

It is no wonder then that, for some, depression sets in most easily during Winter when all about us at times seems to be the picture of what we believe our lives to be: fruitless, even pointless.  The trigger for such thinking should not and cannot be trivialised, but I believe that everyone can at least partly sympathise.

No human can function properly in darkness.  It is plain that we need light and warmth, as does every living creature and plant, to live.  But how we also need those darker, wetter, cooler, bleaker months not only to make the comparison clearer, but to actually provide room for hidden growth and a path to a fruitful life.  There is hope just lying under the surface of the frost-hardened ground.  The coming Spring's flowers are benefiting from the cold; Winter is essential for them.

Winter, as well as Spring and Summer months are essential in the Christian life, the former arriving more frequently than the latter.  Yet there is hope during the bleak, long nights.  We have a Saviour who was born to conquer, to drive back the darkness with His right hand and just as He commanded the light to shine forth at the beginning of Creation, so He will pierce the darkness that covers our sinful world with His glory.  Winter can seem hopeless, it can drive us to despair and to morbid thoughts.  Winter remains a God-given reminder of not only His control over creation in providing seasons for the growth of crops, but also of the result of life without Him.  We are reminded of the curse of sin and death because all around us the earth appears to crumble and groan under the weight of darkness and the cold.  Yet, there is hope.  Hope which although formerly invisible, has become visible for anyone who digs a little deeper than the snow-laden surface.

Christmas reminds us that the coming of Jesus is the dawn of Spring.

Hail the heav'n-born Prince of Peace!
Hail the Son of Righteousness!
Light and life to all He brings
Ris'n with healing in His wings
Mild He lays His glory by
Born that man no more may die
Born to raise the sons of earth
Born to give them second birth
Hark! The herald angels sing
"Glory to the newborn King!"

Hark the Herald from: www.carols.org.uk

Wednesday 14 December 2011

Knowledge is the measure of love

'God knoweth best what is needful for us, and all that He does is for our good.  If we knew how much He loves us, we should always be ready to receive equally and with indifference from His hand the sweet and the bitter.  All would please that came from Him.  That sorest afflictions never appear intolerable, except when we see them in the wrong light.  When we see them as dispensed by the hand of God, when we know that it is our loving Father who abases and distresses us, our sufferings will lose their bitterness and become even matter of consolation.

Let all our employment be to know God; the more one knows Him, the more one desires to know Him.  And as knowledge is commonly the measure of love, the deeper and more extensive our knowing shall be, the greater will be our love; and if our love of God were great, we should love him equally in pains and pleasures.

Let us not content ourselves with loving God for the mere sensible favours, how elevated soever, which He has done or may do us.  Such favours, though never so great, cannot bring is so near to Him as faith does in one simple act.  Let us seek him often by faith.  He is within us; seek Him not elsewhere.  If we do love Him alone, are we not rude, and do we not deserve blame, if we busy ourselves with trifles which do not please and perhaps offend Him?  It is to be feared these trifles will one day cost us dear.

Let us begin to be devoted to him in good earnest.  Let us cast everything besides out of our hearts.  He would possess them alone.  Beg this favour of Him.  If we do what we can on our parts, we shall soon see that change wrought in us which we aspire after.'



From: Practising the presence of God, Brother Lawrence. 15th Letter. (He died shortly after writing this)

Saturday 10 December 2011

Blog revamp

I realise I've been on holiday in blogging-world terms but am in the process of revamping this blog, so please bear with me.